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It’s been almost six months since Mother’s Day and I might be finally over it.
I felt like a total failure on Mother’s Day. I read all those blogs and newspaper articles about what wonderful, endearing things good mothers do for their children. Things I never did. Like leaving little saccharine love notes in their child’s lunch box. And then I thought of all the other things I never did, such as…
I didn’t bake many cookies. More likely I baked cakes, like devil’s food cake on Halloween. I never baked bread either.
Did I knit baby booties? Socks? Sweaters? Scarves? C’mon. You’ve got to be kidding. The last time I knitted or made anything, it was a strait-jacket for the dog.
There were no bedtime stories either. The first time I read Jennifer a story – about the three little pigs – she had nightmares. All night. About nasty, fat-assed wolves riding her tricycle. And then there were the fights to get her to bed. She had so much energy her bed could have been a trampoline! Genetics? Sugar? I don’t know. But reading my daughter bedtime stories? It didn’t happen.
No homemade crafts either. I hate fast-drying glue. It’s hard to unstick fingers from tabletops. I remember a dinner guest asking, “What are these little beige circles under my placemat?” I also outlawed play dough. Hard dried-out play dough on carpet fibers lacerates feet. Sit on that one.
Some may say I taught my daughter bad social skills because I once told her, “If someone hits you, hit them back and harder. But not if there is a teacher or dean around.”
And I cleaned her face with a spit rag. But only once. (Nah, maybe two or three times.) My mother used to do this to me; she’d dab a tissue or hankie in her saliva and then wipe my cheek with it. Not very sanitary but it is convenient. Ewwww…
Admonish her not to curse? No. I’m not a hypocrite. I can make paint peel. Funny thing, she doesn’t use profane or obscene language, but it’s not because of me.
Did we make doll clothes and dress her dolls? No, she made them herself. What they looked like and how they fit her dolls were her issues. Did we make little doilies trimmed with lace? Nope. Play imaginary tea parties? Sorry. I had to work. No time. Make Christmas decorations? Ditto. And did I radiate sunshine when I smiled? Not a chance. I have a bad habit of seeing things as they are. But …
I did help her with her homework and harder yet, study habits. I’d like to think my love of learning rubbed off on her, that she believes knowledge is good and necessary for survival. I may have even inspired her to be a good-hearted person, to love family, life, and nature. I say inspire, but encourage may be a better choice of words. Because I think this is something a person is likely born with, you can’t force it on them.
I taught her to drive. A car, that is. Driving other people crazy is something she learned on her own. As for driving the family car, I am still here to write about it. I may have a few extra gray hairs but I survived.
I taught her household skills and to clean the garage. (You don’t think I would clean the garage all by myself?) I even taught her how to kill a cockroach in a single swat. An essential skill here in south Florida and all the more impressive because she’s left handed.
Yesterday, I apologized to Jennifer about not leaving sweet notes of happiness in her lunch. Her reply: “If you had left me those notes, I wouldn’t have known what to make of them. I would have thought there was something wrong with you…” Such cynicism. I wonder where she got it from!